From my journal dated June 11, 2002:
It happened again! I just hate it when people who know us and normally would have said hello pretend they don’t see us. They look right through us or past us as if we are invisible. Do they think we don’t know or notice? It just feels like we pay and pay and pay for the death of our precious son.
What did we do wrong?? Nothing!!! And yet people avoid us. There’s definitely something wrong with this picture!