From my journal dated December 7, 2002:
I went for a walk with Mary yesterday. It helps me to get out.
She asked about the arraignment and how our Thanksgiving was. Or, rather, I should say, she asked, “Did you have a good Thanksgiving?”
“Good time.” “Fun.” “Exciting.” Those words – and others – just aren’t how I’d describe anything I do right now. Jenna said the exact same thing yesterday when I asked her if she had fun at the French Club dinner. She said she does things, but very little is fun. She’s really struggling right now. “Fun” is such a relative term nowadays for all of us.
I’m very aware of an attitude of enduring the days. I just endure the days…try to stay busy. One day at a time. One step at a time. Keep on walking.